Back in 2013, I had an idea for a book series I just couldn’t stop obsessing over. So of course, as writers do, I opened my laptop and went to town. Within days I had around 50k words. I’ll admit – they were good, but they weren’t great. It is true that creativeness like art and the written word are subjective, but I knew my story as a whole was good, there was just something missing.
I left it alone for a few years, revisiting it only occassionally to change sentences here and there but still something told me, it’s no good.
Back in 2020, when Covid hit, I was furloughed for a month. Between episodes of Buff the Vampire Slayer, which I should have watched many years earlier, I took my story apart and created a similar world but this time with older characters and more darkness in the world. But still, it wasn’t right.
This weekend, with that tightness in my chest I so often get when I want to be productive but I don’t know how, I opened the story yet again. It was obvious. Cliche after cliche. An orphan FMC, and a tyrant king (though i’ll never not love this cliche) to name but a few. I even had the first chapter start off in a tavern for crying out loud.
But this is the thing about being a writer. If you write, and write, and you guessed it, you write some more, then you learn from it all. Those hours I dedicated to this story have not been a waste. If anything, they’ve been the most important of all the hours combined even after I’ve completed the triology, because I know that without all of that dialogue that doesn’t quite flow and the predicatable storyline, this story would be forgotten about.
It’s allowed my story to evolve, and though I am starting a fresh, starting with a blank page, I have never been so excited to get this story out there.
Watch this space.